Again, the kingdom of heaven is like a merchant looking for fine pearls. When he found one of great value, he went away and sold everything he had and bought it. (Matthew 13: 45-46)

We are to seek. We must be able to recognize the value. We must be willing to act.

With pearls, even if I began to look, I am not sure I would recognize the greater value of one over another.

I am looking for the kingdom of heaven. I lack confidence in my ability to perceive it's presence. Very seldom have I been ready to act.